Tuesday, June 28, 2011


tia was hired today as a fifth grade elementary teacher.

we cried out of gratitude. we cried because you are not here for her to tell her daddy the
good news.

nathan wants to start a photography business. he said you had told him that you thought that would be a good road to travel.

he has named his potential business in honour of you. forever52photography.

tia and mike have parted ways after 6 1/2 years.

how i needed to tell you this. so, i told Jesus. how difficult it is for me to go forward without you. you always said that if you are standing still, you eventually go backwards.
i still cannot realize you are gone from this life.

always, your patricia

Sunday, June 5, 2011


today i reflected on what would have been our 29th wedding anniversary.

thomas michael helped me blow out the wick i lit of our unity candle from our wedding day.

nathan asked me to recount how we became engaged and about our wedding day.

tia asked me to go to the movies with her and did the day end up being okay for me.

finished reading ' The Shack '.

i am still holding you in my heart.